Tuesday, October 31, 2006

suppose..

we're suppose to do proj.

weijun wen to "ta per" until now hvn come bk --"

so me carol cq played a super lame game
tryin to play de same song at de same tym.

i'm so tired!!

i really hope that ure treatin me so nice is bcus u wn to,
not bcus ure sorry abt the past.

hearts, STEPH
6:20 PM

suppose

hearts, STEPH
6:20 PM

suppose

hearts, STEPH
6:20 PM

wcom.

I am a changed person because of many incidents that occur this year. Having to deal with the culture shock I had when I first enter polytechnic, my dog got run down by a car. The accident is very heartbreaking for my family. It has been with our family for four years and it is the closest to me. Licking my toes to wake me up in the morning, jumping around when I reach home was like a daily routine. To top it up, I had a boyfriend at that point of time so I neglected it before it met the accident.

The second thing that affects me was that my grandmother was very ill and had to be admitted to the hospital. The doctor told us that her heart and kidney is not functioning normally, she had to use breathing tube to help her breathe. Daily, she would complain to us how much blood the nurses drew from her today and there are bruises all over her hand. Sometimes, she is even too weak to speak. Lucky for me she has already recovered though she needs a walking stick to support her now, I’m glad she is back at home again.

Both incidents make me realize that I need to cherish what I have. For my dog, all I can do now is to miss him since I wasted my chance of cherishing him. I really wished that I had done more for him, bring him to the park more often, play with him more often. I’m really glad I was given a second chance to cherish my grandmother, I wouldn’t take her or anyone else for granted anymore.

sorry for very bad english!

btw,
I KNOW HW TO BLOW BUBBLE GUM ALRDY!!!
YAY!!! XD XD XD

and and..
chun hui gona buy me HAPPY!

hearts, STEPH
12:52 AM

Monday, October 30, 2006

LAUGH OUT LOUD

CW DO SCOLD VULGARITIES!

hahaha, that has to be the funniest thing i hv EVER heard.
i cldnt stop laughing wen i hear him say cb
CW n CB?!?!? LKE HUH?!
hahahaha..
i'm sucha meanie!!
but im praisin him!
he totally look lke he wont scold.

n yea, jw n wj think i look lke i wil scold
ZZZZZ
anyway,
dy are super funny at de buffet.
i dint know my dear cousin could actually crap so much!!
faints*

de food was alright.

ohman,
i'm so tired. mentally i guess?
so busy!
but actually i love being busy.
arhhh contridicting!

WOOO!! after saturday's afterglow..
I'LL BE FREEE!!!
MUHAHAHAHAHHAA!!!!

takecareppl! XD

hearts, STEPH
10:58 PM

Thursday, October 26, 2006

starting afresh.

yes,
i'm gg to start everything all over agn.
be myself.
the cheery and happy SLSP! XD

i'm glad all the struggles are over and i can finally breathe agn.

i therefore declare that i had nothing to do with you anymore! =D

hearts, STEPH
4:41 PM

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

this is funny

it all started when
i put "??"
[amphasis] kuku says:
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USE ALREADY LA
♥STEPH. if pretending can get me far, i dont mind. says:
LOSE LE!!!
[amphasis] kuku says:
NO!!
♥STEPH. if pretending can get me far, i dont mind. says:
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i win!
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SEE!!
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HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAa
♥STEPH. if pretending can get me far, i dont mind. says:
YAYAAYAY!
[amphasis] kuku says:
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
[amphasis] kuku says:
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wat tat one!
♥STEPH. if pretending can get me far, i dont mind. says:
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I WIN LE LAH
[amphasis] kuku says:
cant like tat la!
♥STEPH. if pretending can get me far, i dont mind. says:
YAY!!!
[amphasis] kuku says:
EEEEEEEEEEEEEe
[amphasis] kuku says:
da bian de!
♥STEPH. if pretending can get me far, i dont mind. says:
IS U DA BIAN LO
♥STEPH. if pretending can get me far, i dont mind. says:
LOSE LIAO STIL LIDAT
[amphasis] kuku says:
LOL LOL

im not okay.

hearts, STEPH
10:56 PM

i cant fall aslp again and again

could anyone help me stop the time.
let me breathe awhile then continue it.
please.

i'm dying..
i cant sleep..
my mind keep spinning and spinning~
make it stop!! STOP!!

why those 2006 sucks so much?!
WHY?
make it so tough 4 me to breathe

my heart hurts,
again and again.
i jus wish for a simple life.

eday i go home,
i wish i hope
i can see my grandma being v.healthy
my mum watchin tv
my dad there crapping
my sis der being fierce
my bro been super lame
me smilin at all of dem
feel happy frm within.

is it so diff to give me all these??
SO MANY THINGS ARE PILING ON ME.
so tiring to carry dem.

i just wish to have someone here for me to hug, to cry, to lie.
this sucks. life sucks.

GO ON TREATING ME LKE I HAVE NO FEELINGS
GO ON CRASHING MY WORLD AS IF ITS NT ENFF
GO ON SLASHIN MY HEART

do whatever you all want to make me.

i lost my confidence, my faith.
WHATEVER IT IS.

FORGET IT!!!
GO AWAY.

hearts, STEPH
2:20 AM

Saturday, October 21, 2006

PICTURES

the super clear water in coral island =D

SHOPPPINGGG SPREEEEE

the two typical tourist! BUT we fell off frm jetski! hahahaha!

home sweet home. sunset! =D

hearts, STEPH
7:14 PM

WHKL XD

from the tags
I KNOW YOU GUYS MISS ME!!! HAHAA!!

thai was great!
4days 3nights of fun
XD
great company frm qirui!!

1)shoppin was great,
2)seafood (scallap(?)) was awesome! SO CUTE LAH DE WAY DY SWIM!!
3) coral island, sea sports ROCK

scl reopen.
awww~~

get to know alot of stuff this afternoon.
it stil feels beta to know it from you =)
hahaha..
felt lke confession of 2 soul.
i thank you u thank me.
say out hw we used to feel.
regrets?
amend it, learn from it.

feeling great now,
at least im impt in somebody's life. =D

hearts, STEPH
7:07 PM

Thursday, October 12, 2006

running.

went to run just now,
2rds of estate n half rd of walking.
and the feeling is SO SHIOK!

wa..
felt as though im gg to vomit my lungs out,
my leg wasnt mine
and
my ankle breaking.

okay, not that gross.
but you get the idea. =)

anyway,
i took quite long to decide whether shld i go running not.
cus it looks lke its gg to rain and im havin alil sorethroat.
ohwell.

i was so pekchek tt i SERIOUSLY nd to do sth to relief my pekchek'ness

oh well,
just lettin ppl duan me 2tyms today.
super shiok feeling
nx tym i wn to duan ppl to let dem hv tt shiok feeling tooo!!!
=D uber kind me .

i want to run 3rds soon!
but im gg thai!!
man man lai ba!!!

takecare ppl!

hearts, STEPH
8:02 PM

Sunday, October 08, 2006

alright!

i know i know,
u all wn me to update badly!!
i know i know,
pro bloggin skills.

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

okay, shall be super random
1) NEW STUFF (clothespantmp3hp)
2) i hate haze
3) im gg to thai frm 14-17
4) i CUT my hair

thoughts:
when a relationship break down.
we humans always find someone to blame,
often the other party/ frens' other party.

why?
WHO THE HELL WIL BLAME THEMSELVES?
think about it.

i really hope people out there wont dislike him or what.
cause serious thinking make me realise that.
i'm at fault, those endless fights start with ME.
just that im too afraid to let go, afraid that i might regret.
its my fault too, cause obviously i did make things sounnd lke hes the 1 in the wrong.

regrets?
i've seen people regretting but most of them
are the one who broke up with the other party.
so i dont blame him anymore.
like for what?

however,
words get so hurting at times.

why do people have to lose to realise that they need "them/it".

regret? doing the things u done or not doing anything abt it.
i would regret more on not doing anything.
alot alot of regrets for steph!

i mean we couldnt live life w/o any regrets
human nd to be hurt, to realise their mistake.

ohmann..
im like lecturing or sth.
boo!

take care people!
love steph =D

hearts, STEPH
9:59 PM

Monday, October 02, 2006

memories

seriously,
i cant remember wd exactly happen tis week.

its moving so fast.

FRIDAY
1) ty's bday!!!
2) caught john tucker mus DIEE (ps: jus think e plot is too similar to mean girls)
3)billy bombers's cheese FRIES!!!
4) grapevine! (had de usuals)
5) for photos go to http://icegreentea.blogspot.com
6) majiong plus cake surprise

i hope ure a happy gurlie!!!! =DD

SATURDAY
1) it's been long, since i felt so happy.
2) watched rob- b-hood (DROOLS FOR WU YAN ZHU!!!)
omg. HES DARN CUTE!!!!!!! XD XD XD
3) kept takin e wrong drinks to drink, throwed popcorns
(nothing much really =p)
4) PS's arcade. race car, shot humans, inital D's below ave card
5) srgn's chicken cutlet
6) latern was WAYYYYY funnny!!!

XD

SUNDAY
1) got pressents
2) draw eye liner
3) cried at jass's party! IM SO SORRRY BABE!!!
4) met him
5) i wish i dint.

i wish i could have more courage. =)

hearts, STEPH
2:27 PM